now, i am not really that drunk tbh, just depressed and tired and slightly tipsy.
but ive just come home early from preston because i was about to sleep on the dance floor, after someone stole my shoe during watermelon football, how fucking rude?
but yeah, five nights of partying and one day of working is not good for the body. i dont drink that much but seriously............ need one hell of a massage and detox right now.
and i need to sort my head out because its getting to the point of needing therapy and thats totally serious, in some small way its taking over part of my life and im now wondering that if i could eternal sunshine my memory whether i would or not, because its my memories that are tormenting me and its actually really annoying, not even the slightest bit enjoyable anymore.
i have discovered a real jealous insecure side of myself which i dislike immensely and i would like it to be gone please.
and now, now now now, that im seeing results on the old body after weeks and weeks of gymness, i need to work on the old dance moves because franky they suck and i am never going to pull anyone with how i move.
on the plus side, my sense of style has devolped somewhat over night and tonight someone said i looked like a hairdresser, which im taking to be a compliment because generally they tend to be on the funky side of fashion and i like that.
wahay, my blog dissapeared but it saved automatically so i dont have to retype it all.
and i think that if i am pressing the wrong buttons it is time for bed.
leave me love if you want. im in need of it. but its unlikely il get it from any of you fuckers.
x
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