Film :-)

Firstly, its september.



i know. being the 2nd of september, that im a bit late on announcing this. but still. its september.

WHAT THE HELL?

its only 4 months til im nineteen. I'm getting old :-( BUT i loves it too.



and Secondly.

its not normal to be this hyper and awake and happy and excited and generally just in love with the world after two nights of hardcore partying, pizza eating and raver dancing.
but i am so there we are.

last night was great, and because i went by myself it was so exciting just to talk to people i didnt really know. luckily there was quite a group of people that i did know from college and its amazing how just being friendly and doing high fives can mean you just make really good friends with people you normally just nod at in the corridor. AND big news.

okay, so it's not that big news, its just me on an ego trip because i guy that i really admire (possibly fancy if my 22% straightness is on and working) said some really nice things about me!
the person we are talking about here was my film teacher who for the first six weeks i thought was an absolute twat, and then for the rest of the two years really liked him, which i think says a lot about how my mind works in straight ways - ie complicatedly. and so, emma, who was in my film studies class and who got AAAA and an AEA Distinction in English lit, was talking to me about that she saw kevin on enrollment day (for her sister) and he was saying that i got the highest mark in my film studies coursework (wooooooooh) even beating emma which she was shocked at lol and that i am a natural writer, and whilst her script was too complex, mine flowed and it was excellent!
*does a little dance of joy* YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.

so i am looking for my pen drive, so i can read through my script and smile to myself and then i might put it up on here for your viewing pleasure.
but im so proud because my coursework wasnt just my script but i did a project on German Expressionism as well, which was kevins idea because i hadnt a clue what to do, so to go from not knowing anything about german expressionism, to getting 110/120 in my coursework. is a bit fucking brilliant.
and then i got 87/90 on FS6 which i realise means nothing to you. but im so happy.
and then to keep it in perspective, i got 60/90 on FS5 which was french new wave, so, not a complete and utter brain box. but you know, pretty damm good.
FS6 in case you are wondering, which you probably arent, is about theories, such as shocking cinema and the use of subject matter and cinematic techniques, Fandom; the behaviour of fans - which i found really difficult and then all of a sudden just "got" which was useful, and Gender theory which was a bit like fandom in which i just faked it til i made it.

okay, so think i may have stumbled sooo far off topic that ive not a clue what my original point was, and ive not yet found the goodness of my previous blogging style on lunarstorm. which is now dead. but, i will get there.

okay, so seeing as im sat here in last nights clothes i should probably go and feed the rabbits and either sleep or start washing and packing for scoooootland.

excitement.
x